It Gets Better

It Gets Better
By: Jo Dee Messina
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zSVp04a0BKM

This old world can be cruel sometimes
When you're looking for answers
You can't seem to find
No one understands what you're going through
Oh I know it can get lonely out there
When you feel like nobody cares
Well you look around thinking
If they only knew
Well I do

Chorus: I've felt the chill of this world cut down to the bone
I've walked many a mile down this road on my own
I've been through hell on my knees
Come face to face with the devil
And I know that it's hard to believe
But it gets better

Time is a healer but we can't see how
When you're caught in the moment
And the hurting is now
We don't wanna see that maybe somethings
Weren't meant to figure out

Repeat chorus

This old world can be cruel sometimes
When you're looking for answers
Well just keep in mind
No you're not alone
We're all trying to find our way through this life

Repeat chorus (out)

I definitely am feeling pretty inspired today. I thought this song might show that. It's funny I was reading my sole little follower's blog last night (which is very good by the way! ) and thinking about life situations. When I awoke this morning I had this song in mind.
Life can be very tough. I definitely have had my share of lonely days. It does get better though. Not every day is bad. We all are just trying to figure out this crazy thing called life. I hope this song will give you some inspiration today as well. :-)

Travelin' Thru

Travelin' Thru
Written & Performed By: Dolly Parton
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mx_I-byng78

Well I can't tell you where I'm going,
I'm not sure of where I've been
But I know I must keep travelin' till my road comes to an end
I'm out here on my journey, trying to make the most of it
I'm a puzzle, I must figure out where all my pieces fit

Like a poor wayfaring stranger that they speak about in song
I'm just a weary pilgrim trying to find what feels like home
Where that is no one can tell me, am I doomed to ever roam
I'm just travelin', travelin', travelin', I'm just travelin' on

Questions I have many, answers but a few
But we're here to learn, the spirit burns, to know the greater truth
We've all been crucified and they nailed Jesus to the tree
And when I'm born again, you're gonna see a change in me

God made me for a reason and nothing is in vain
Redemption comes in many shapes with many kinds of pain
Oh sweet Jesus if you're listening, keep me ever close to you
As I'm stumblin', tumblin', wonderin', as I'm travelin' thru

I'm just travelin', travelin', travelin', I'm just travelin' thru
I'm just travelin', travelin', travelin', I'm just travelin' thru

Oh sometimes the road is rugged, and it's hard to travel on
But holdin' to each other, we don't have to walk alone
When everything is broken, we can mend it if we try
We can make a world of difference, if we want to we can fly

Goodbye little children, goodnight you handsome men
Farewell to all you ladies and to all who knew me when
And I hope I'll see you down the road, you meant more than I knew
As I was travelin', travelin', travelin', travelin', travelin' thru

I'm just travelin', travelin', travelin', I'm just travelin'
Drifting like a floating boat and roaming like the wind
Oh give me some direction lord, let me lean on you
As I'm travelin', travelin', travelin', thru

I'm just travelin', travelin', travelin', I'm just travelin' thru
I'm just travelin', travelin', travelin', I'm just travelin' thru

Like the poor wayfaring stranger that they speak about in song
I'm just a weary pilgrim trying to find my own way home
Oh sweet Jesus if you're out there, keep me ever close to you
As I'm travelin', travelin', travelin', as I'm travelin' thru

Okay... i couldn't leave on such a depressing note as Sober.
I love the song but it can be very sad.
So I'm gonna try to make up for it with Travelin Thru by Ms. Dolly.
This song is great. I consider it inspirational.

Sometimes I can be so bogged down with what I feel is my crazy life.
I question my life and existence. I just want to know why God put me here.
Why do I have to deal with some of the crazy things that come my way?
God made us for a reason though and just like the song says - nothing is in vain.
The road can be very hard to travel sometimes.
Yet if you think about it - maybe that's to make us appreciate the good roads/good days all the better. If every day was all grand and wonderful then we would probably get a little bored and tired of that. Those bad and rough days are there to teach us and to help us grow.
Sometimes they even help us find our reason for being here on this big blue planet earth.
So sweet Jesus if you're out there, keep me ever close to you!

Sober

Sober
By: Kelly Clarkson
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QXzg2y6qmAM

And I don’t know
This could break my heart or save me
Nothing’s real
Until you let go completely
So here I go with all my thoughts I’ve been saving
So here I go with all my fears weighing on me

Three months and I’m still sober
Picked all my weeds but kept the flowers
But I know it’s never really over

And I don’t know
I could crash and burn but maybe
At the end of this road I might catch a glimpse of me
So I won’t worry about my timing, I want to get it right
No comparing, second guessing, no not this time

Three months and I’m still breathing
Been a long road since those hands I left my tears in but I know
It’s never really over, no
Wake up

Three months and I’m still standing here
Three months and I’m getting better yeah
Three months and I still am
Three months and it’s still harder now
Three months I’ve been living here without you now
Three months yeah
Three months I hurt
Three months and I’m still breathing
Three months and I still remember it
Three months and I wake up
Three months and I’m still sober
Picked all my weeds but kept the flowers

Okay i will warn you right away - go ahead and grab some tissues for this song.
This song breaks my heart for a few different reasons.
To me this song has nothing to do with alcohol. I actually don't think it does to Kelly either.
That's what's great about it - it can be whatever to whoever needs it.
So sorry Princess - your Prince might have actually been looking for a Prince Charming himself, a loved one passed away, a friendship you thought you would never lose - might have changed more than you could ever have imagined, or you might actually have a problem with the booze.

I've had a hard time letting go of a couple of things in the past few months.
Some of it still hurts. It's hard sometimes to just remove what you thought was the perfect picture from your head. Some of it i don't think I'm ready to blab out here.
I think everyone can relate though....

Ride

Ride
Performed By: Martina McBride
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e3bKcuRw87E

Yeah ahh yeah

You wake up from your dream, and you don't want to face the day
and You can't find a reason to think your world will ever change
You can hide beneath the covers
Or you can run outside head up high and carry on

Chorus
Life is a roller coaster ride
Time Turns the Wheel and Love Collides
Faith is believing you can close your eyes and touch the sky.
so Shine while you have the chance to shine
Laugh even when you want to cry
Hold on tight to what you feel inside and ride...

It brings you up slowly then shoots you like a rocket towards the ground
it twists you and it shakes you before it turns you upside down
You can't see what's around the corner and You can't look back,
so just live it up and feel the rush

Life is a roller coaster ride
Time Turns the Wheel and Love Collides
Faith is believing you can close your eyes and touch the sky.
so Shine while you have the chance to shine
Laugh even when you want to cry
Hold on tight to what you feel inside and ride...

Ride, ride, ahh yeah, yeah oh yeah
Shine while you have the chance to shine
Laugh even when you want to cry
Hold on tight to what you feel inside and ride
Ride, ride, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah!!!!

Yep! Another two post day! Yay for days off!! :-)
This song is a little more uptempo and uplifting to me though.
Although it sort of compliments Wheel Of The World (well at least to me).
This song is off Martina's new CD Shine that came out this week. She is such an amazing vocalist. I just couldn't resist when I saw that it was on sale. lol
As both songs are saying - Life is definitely a roller coaster/carnival ride!
We never know where it's going to take us.
I'm having faith that mine is got to get better.
Sometimes we do just have to hold on and enjoy the ride.
I admit I can be a little emotional and can shed some tears. I just need to be laughing instead!
Again we tell ourselves positive thoughts. :-) Ride!
As for me - I'm taking Martina's advice today! I'm off to go ride an actual roller coaster!! Then I get to see Kelly Clarkson!!! I'm sure it might be more Kelly songs for sure then so be ready! lol

Wheel Of The World

Wheel Of The World
Performed By: Carrie Underwood
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TbjLsmmT1VY

Love goes out, out like a light.
Out like a flame and you cant find it anymore.
Just when you think its lost in the rain,
it comes back knockin' at your door.

Its the wheel of the world turning around.
Its the wheel of the world turning around. and around.

God put us here on this carnival ride.
We close our eyes, never knowing where it'll take us next.
Babies are born, and at the same time, someone's taking their last breath.

Its the wheel of the world.
Its the wheel of the world turning around.

In the blink of an eye, it can change your life.
And it never even slows down.
Its the wheel of the world.

I dont know what it is,
Im flying high, but Im wondering why Im sinking on this ship going down.
Life keeps on moving anyway.

Its the wheel of the world.
Its the wheel of the world turning around.
Its the wheel of the world.
Its the wheel of the world turning around.
Its the wheel of the world turning around. and around. and around.
Its the wheel of the world turning around.

It can open your heart, it can break you apart.
And it never even slows down.
Its the wheel of the world turning around.
Its the wheel of the world turning around.
Its the wheel of the world turning around.
Its the wheel of the world turning around. and around.

I love this song so much!! I heard Carrie singing on American Idol the other night and it reminded me of this gorgeous song of hers. It can be such a sad song to me. To me it has so so much truth in it. I love so many of the lyrics. I do feel like God put us here on this crazy carnival ride called life. In one little moment, one decision, our entire future can change. You might not think about it but it's so very true.
The lyric where babies are born and at the same time someone is taking their last breath. It's weird but I can think of this happening in my family - sometimes the opposite order. I mean not at the exact moment but literally days; it really does happen though.
Also the first few lines - so very true. Love goes out sometimes and even though no matter how hard we try, we just might not be able to respark it with someone. Okay I'm gonna try not to get all sappy and start crying. This song is just very touching for me. Look it up and listen! I'm sure you will like!

If No One Will Listen

If No One Will Listen
Performed By: Kelly Clarkson
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XwbSyuaoEGw

Maybe no one told you there is strength in your tears
And so you fight to keep from pouring out
But what if you unlock the gate that keeps your secret soul
Do you think that there's enough you might drown

If no one will listen, if you decide to speak
If no one is left standing after the bombs explode
If no one wants to look at you for what you really are
I will be here still

No one can take you where you alone must go
There's no telling what you will find there
And God, I know the fear that eats away at your bones
It's screaming every step, "just stay here"

If no one will listen, if you decide to speak
If no one is left standing after the bombs explode
If no one wants to look at you for what you really are
I will be here still

If you find your fists are raw and red
From beating yourself down
If your legs have given out under the weight
If you find you've been settling for a world of gray
So you wouldn't have to face down your own hate

If no one will listen, if you decide to speak
If no one is left standing after the bombs explode
If no one wants to look at you for what you really are
I will be here still

I have been enjoying Kelly Clarkson's new CD a lot. I have had a hard time picking a favorite from the CD. I think I'm going to write about two of the songs today.
The first is called "If No One Will Listen." I've sort of been dealing with this to a degree. I'm getting ready to make a lot of changes in my life or at least I'm wanting to try to do so. The sucky thing is I haven't really had anyone to discuss some of my thoughts and ideas with.
I'm a talker and I value other people's advice a lot. I'm just hoping I can get some good advice and make the right decisions. I just feel that I'm at a weird place in life right now. :-/
More on this in the next post...

Save You

Save You
Performed By: Kelly Clarkson
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Kxnvo1gw6lI

I Can Tell
I Can Tell How much You hate This
Deep Down Inside You Know It's Killing Me
I Can Call, Wish You Well And Try To Change This
But Nothing I Can Say
Would Change Anything
Where Were My Senses
I Left Them All Behind
Why Did I Turn Away

Chorus:
I Wish I Could Save You
I Wish I Could Say To You
I'm Not Going Nowhere
I Wish I Could Say To You
It's Gonna Be Alright
It's Gonna Be Alright

I Didn't Mean Didn't Mean To Leave You Stranded
Went Away Cause I Didn't Want To Face The Truth
Reaching Out Reach For Me Empty Handed
You Don't Know if I Care
You're Trying To Find The Proof
There Were Times I'd Wonder
Could I Have Eased Your Pain
Why Did I Turn Away

I Wish I Could Save You
I Wish I Could Say To You
I'm Not Going Nowhere
I Wish I Could Say To You
It's Gonna Be Alright
It's Gonna Be Alright ( Alright )
It's Gonna Be Alright (Save You)
It's Gonna Be Alright ( I Wish I Could Save You )

We Can Pretend Nothings Changed
Pretend It's All The Same
And There Will Be No Pain Tonight...

It's Gonna Be Alright (It's Gonna be Alright)
I Wish I Could Save You
I Wish I Could Say To You
I'm Not Going Nowhere (Save You)
I Wish I Could Say To You (Say To You)
It's Gonna Be Alright
It's Gonna Be Alright( Alright )
It's Gonna Be Alright (Save You)
It's Gonna Be Alright ( I Wish I Could Save You )
It's Gonna Be Alright...


This is the second song. This is what I guess I would like to be hearing. I want to hear that my life is going to be alright. I just don't like letting people down. I know you can't make everyone happy - but why do I feel the need to try so hard to do so?? I don't know. I know I should probably explain myself better. Maybe I will with another Kelly song later? lol :-)

Beautiful U R

Beautiful U R
Performed By: Deborah Cox
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dTfpyUmbb24

In your life
Things may not always go right, for you
In those times
Just leave it behind
Cause sometimes you gotta play the game
Just to survive
Without losing yourself
It's a fight, it's true
It takes time
Don't have all the answers
No matter how hard it gets
Hold on to what's inside

[CHORUS]
Don't never let nobody bring you down girl
Don't never let nobody tear your world apart
Look in the mirror and see who you are
Beautiful U R

In the dark
The paint chips have waited your heart
So deep Can't you see
See the light in the distance
Open up your eyes, look, look to the sky
And believe There's much more to life when you free
That's the key
And in time You will find all the answers
Don't have to loose your pride
Hold on to what's inside

[CHORUS]

Don't care what they say anymore
There's no time to be insecure
I leave it all at the door
She staring at him in the face
She's taking it day by day
I'm finally on my way

[CHORUS]

Beautiful U R
Beautiful U R
Beautiful U R

I think we all have moments of insecurity.
Sure we may think that some people don't but what do we really know about them...
Do we know what they do to make sure they look so nice, or appear so put together?
It's just that people show their insecurities in different ways.

I'm learning to accept mine.
Granted I may not be the best looking individual ever but I'm learning to really like/love myself.
As vain as it may sound - this song gives me that boost.
I am beautiful in my own way. I am special and I shouldn't let anyone try to bring me down no matter what ways they try.
Life is special. Enjoy it. You don't get to relive the past - no matter what.
So don't let anyone bring you down today. Beautiful we both are! :-)

Light Of A Clear Blue Morning

Light Of A Clear Blue Morning
Written & Performed By Dolly Parton
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hBP10FeI0E4

It's been a long dark night
And I've been a waitin' for the morning
It's been a long hard fight
But I see a brand new day a dawning
I've been looking for the sunshine
'Cause I ain't seen it in so long
But everything's gonna work out just fine
Everything's gonna be all right
That's been all wrong

'Cause I can see the light of a clear blue morning
I can see the light of a brand new day
I can see the light of a clear blue morning
And everything's gonna be all right
It's gonna be okay

It's been a long long time Since I've known the taste of freedom
And those clinging vines That had me bound,
well I don't need 'em '
Cause I am strong and I can prove it
And I got my dreams to see me through
It's just a mountain, I can move it
And with faith enough there's nothing I can't do

And I can see the light of a clear blue morning
And I can see the light of brand new day
I can see the light of a clear blue morning
And everything's gonna be all right It's gonna be okay

I can see the light of a clear blue morning
I can see the light of a brand new day
Yes I can see the light of a clear blue morning
And everything's gonna be all right
Everything's gonna be all right
Everything's gonna be all right
It's gonna be okay

'Cause I can see the light of a clear blue morning
I can see the light of a clear blue morning
Yes I can see the light of a clear blue morning
Everything's gonna be all right
It's gonna be okay I can see the light
I can see the light
It's gonna be all right
It's gonna be all right

I remember the first time I heard this song; a few years ago....
It still give me feelings of encouragement.
It gives me hope. It can restore my faith at times.
I know that times can look pretty bleak sometimes; but then it's such a wonderful feeling when things start looking up!
Dolly gives it her all and it truly is a magical song.
On a random note I read somewhere that she wrote this and I Will Always Love You on the same day. That surely was a magical day for her!!

Amazing Grace

Amazing Grace

Amazing Grace,
how sweet the sound,
That saved a wretch like me.
I once was lost but now am found,
Was blind, but now I see.

T'was Grace that taught my heart to fear.
And Grace, my fears relieved.
How precious did that Grace appear
The hour I first believed.
Through many dangers, toils and snares I have already come;

'Tis Grace that brought me safe thus far and Grace will lead me home.
The Lord has promised good to me.
His word my hope secures.
He will my shield and portion be,
As long as life endures.

Yea, when this flesh and heart shall fail,
And mortal life shall cease,I shall possess within the veil, A life of joy and peace.

When we've been there ten thousand years
Bright shining as the sun.
We've no less days to sing God's praise
Than when we've first begun.

A song I'm sure we all have probably heard before.
I attended a new church this past Sunday. It was the first time I had got to go to church in a long time. I get to missing the music when I'm away for awhile.
It was hearing this song the other day and hearing an additional verse they sang that made it even more special.

The extra verse:
My chains are gone
I've been set free
My God my Savior
Has ransomed me.
And like a flood
His mercy reigns
Unending love - amazing grace.

I have been so touched by this extra verse. It gave me such strength and purpose. It sort of continues my thoughts from "What I Cannot Change." Those things are gone. I've been set free.

What I Cannot Change

"What I Cannot Change"
Performed by LeAnn Rimes
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=umjRT6m4eec

I know what makes me comfortable
I know what makes me tick
And when I need to get my way
I know how to pour it on thick
Cream and sugar in my coffee
Right away when I awake
I face the day and pray to God
I won't make the same mistakes

Oh the rest is out of my hands
I will learn to let go what I cannot change
I will learn to forgive what I cannot change
I will learn to love what I cannot change
But I will change, I will change
Whatever I, whenever I can

I don't know my Father
Or my Mother well enough
Seems like every time we talk
we can't get past the little stuff
The pain is self inflicted
I know it's not good for my health
But it's easier to please the world
than it is to please myself

Oh the rest is out of my hands
I will learn to let go what I cannot change
I will learn to forgive what I cannot change
I will learn to love what I cannot change
But I will change, I will change
Whatever I, whenever I can

Right now I can't care about how everyone else will feel
I have enough hurt of my own to heal

I will learn to let go what I cannot change
I will learn to forgive what I cannot change
I will learn to let go what I cannot change
I will learn to forgive what I cannot change
I will learn to love what I cannot change
But I will change, I will change Whatever I, whenever I can


This song struck such a big chord with me. I will admit the first time I heard it I needed to sit down, then I had a little bit of a cry. After listening to it again I realized I had a new favorite - a little anthem for me. :) I've realized so much about so much recently.
I've really been trying to process this thing called life.
Life is truly what we make it.

Everyone has mistakes. Everyone has regrets. It's part of life.
It's learning from those mistakes. It's letting go of those things that we cannot change whatever they might be. It might be something you wish had done, something you wish you had not done, something about yourself, something about someone else, whatever it might be - there is so much we can not change.

We might not can change those things; but we do have things we CAN change.
It's learning to let it all go. It's realizing that no one is perfect - ourselves included.
It's finding that peace deep down inside - just knowing it is all going to be ok.
We do NOT have to let those things, the past, those mistakes, whatever it is hold us down.

I will change whatever, whenever I can.

Until next time...