Sober

Sober
By: Kelly Clarkson
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QXzg2y6qmAM

And I don’t know
This could break my heart or save me
Nothing’s real
Until you let go completely
So here I go with all my thoughts I’ve been saving
So here I go with all my fears weighing on me

Three months and I’m still sober
Picked all my weeds but kept the flowers
But I know it’s never really over

And I don’t know
I could crash and burn but maybe
At the end of this road I might catch a glimpse of me
So I won’t worry about my timing, I want to get it right
No comparing, second guessing, no not this time

Three months and I’m still breathing
Been a long road since those hands I left my tears in but I know
It’s never really over, no
Wake up

Three months and I’m still standing here
Three months and I’m getting better yeah
Three months and I still am
Three months and it’s still harder now
Three months I’ve been living here without you now
Three months yeah
Three months I hurt
Three months and I’m still breathing
Three months and I still remember it
Three months and I wake up
Three months and I’m still sober
Picked all my weeds but kept the flowers

Okay i will warn you right away - go ahead and grab some tissues for this song.
This song breaks my heart for a few different reasons.
To me this song has nothing to do with alcohol. I actually don't think it does to Kelly either.
That's what's great about it - it can be whatever to whoever needs it.
So sorry Princess - your Prince might have actually been looking for a Prince Charming himself, a loved one passed away, a friendship you thought you would never lose - might have changed more than you could ever have imagined, or you might actually have a problem with the booze.

I've had a hard time letting go of a couple of things in the past few months.
Some of it still hurts. It's hard sometimes to just remove what you thought was the perfect picture from your head. Some of it i don't think I'm ready to blab out here.
I think everyone can relate though....