It Only Hurts When I'm Breathing

It Only Hurts When I'm Breathing
Written & Performed By: Shania Twain
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jt_1CyxMVh0

Hope life's been good to you since you've been gone
I'm doin' fine now--I've finally moved on
It's not so bad--I'm not that sad

I'm not surprised just how well I survived
I'm over the worst, and I feel so alive
I can't complain--I'm free again

Chorus -
And it only hurts when I'm breathing
My heart only breaks when it's beating
My dreams only die when I'm dreaming
So, I hold my breath--to forget

Don't think I'm lyin' 'round cryin' at night
There's no need to worry, I'm really all right
I've never looked back--as a matter of fact

Repeat Chorus

It only hurts when I breathe
No, I've never looked back-- as a matter fact

Repeat Chorus

As I sit here on this dark and rainy evening I'm feeling so so very torn.
I don't want to talk too much and jinx stuff; but I'm having to make some important decisions.
Decisions that once made can not be easily undone.
I'm tired of having a double life... I'm currently so very torn between the two and that's how I'm hurting this evening. There's things about both I love and hold dear. Yet there is also things about each that I'm not so thrilled about. Yet which ever way I decide to go - to gain something I am also going to have to give up something. Decisions - decisions - something I can sometimes have a lot of trouble with. :-/
I guess we'll have to wait and see how this one turns out....